I adore you, when you say I'm mad to see that you care for me In your muddle of thoughts Am I so valuable to you But Where were you till I got insane How come you get to me, now To pursue the memories Hitting me with the volleys of pain I was not there when you needed me Here you are at last Prominent, to me Why make me have, Those promises that I can't keep Do you know the pain of being false To the one whom I care Putting up the evil smile, crying within the soul To smile, when I cut through your heart Knowing the blood flowing on my hands To feel the guilt flowning in my soul There in the dungeon of memories I confined myself to make up to you I avoided you so far, to let you know I'm sorry Thinking that I wasn't worthy, trying to get over This pretty mess I've made, Guilt was friendly to me Keeping the pains away from me But it had its price, that no one can refuse to pay Turned me resilient, into a stone One day I saw that it was l